Just trying this out, had to be away for a long time to try and get myself well again.
Been having mental health issues (depression and a couple of mental breakdowns) all caused by my soon to be ex wife.
I don't know what happened , just said she wanted rid of me just over two years ago. Never told me why,or what I had done wrong. The effect on my has been complete meltdown.
Think I'm on the mend now,I don't get so many black days. Don't even want to kill myself anymore.
I want to try and get back into building stuff to try and help myself , any activity helps. But they days the depression kicks in its hard to even get out of bed.
Sorry if anyone has missed me,but I needed time to myself.
Not looking for sympathy or prayers, this is just the way things are.
I lost all I hold dear in life and have to re build from nothing.
Most of all these days I miss my kids,my biggest wish is that one day they will come and live with me.