Im used to being away from family, being in seacadets, I would spend many weeks, up to month away for trainings, come home for a week, and then leave again. Been like that since I was 12
The way Im thinking now, is that if Im eventually going to join, I might as well start now. I understand your feelings about the money thing, and I hate people who just do it for the money too, but Im desperatly in need of money these days, I am living on my own now. Im relying on financial aid money and my parents. As much as it helps every now and then, its not a very reliable source of income. I do have a job, but Im not really making much as a busser
