I remember at one point, I asked why people share their lives with the forums. I realize now, its not so much a question as it is, why wouldn't you when you come to rely on a "family" for support despite what form or shape it is in.
Your loss is a deep one and saying those words should never cease or be the last time you say them . Keep his memory alive and vivid in your heart. You will find he's closer than you think and when he was here.