I'm not really sure that should I post this here, but as I've seen some support for members here before, I think I need to get this out of my chest.
Last saturday I found a close friend dead. She had been depressed greatly, and I have stopped her previous attempt on suicide, and been at her side in more than one down moments. This time she beat me to it.
I really don't know wether or not post this here, I am in a critical point on my studies, two more weeks and I can really start dealing with this matter.
This might mean that my boba project will be on hold for some time, or I will push it through. I really do not know.
This will be hard as hell, when I do realize that she is not here anymore. At this point, I am in a point of denial..